last post of the year...

Hope to find a gf yey!
Hope to be more Christ like and to fulfil his given duty to me
Hope to ...

i wish i can dream forever into my own fantasy

i wish i can find some1 or any1 to actually care about me

this sucks.... when you tell your friend happy birthday and your friend doesnt give a shyt to you.
I thought I wont regret saying happy bday to my friend. But now im regretting it. The feeling sucks when you always help that friend but in the end you get an asshole scent from you friend. I think I should erase this kind of useless shyt asshole people from my world. Just be neautral to them. IT SUCK!!!

my bday. The only people who actually wished me happy bday was my friend from KL and my sister from Korea other than that, NONE!!! it seemed to me that this world doesnt actually give a shyt to me.

my only true and real companion, God, Music, Guitar and Piano. Other than that I just cant seem to find any1 that gives me anything else except shyt.

cant believe that this year, I've been a lonely hearted person... for 1 full year. Seems that my princess is so far away in the future yet.

it seems that no girls truely want me in their life... no one is willing to care about me or love me... well hope next year someone might give me that... just wish to have that sweet happy feeling again... even for a moment... because that precious sweet memory allows me to rejoice it, better to have something new to value about... I wish it will happen to me... But sadly, I'm not sure if anything like that will happen to me... maybe i am faited to be lonely forever? Maybe its a test from God so that I can find alternate ways to make myself better or find things more sweeter and happier than i can get from human...

Lonely Hearted </3

jackson you gotta stop being nice to others

i just hate that kind of feeling when you help so much to that person but that person doesnt even cares of give a shyt back about what kind of situation you're in now.

all the time wasted on helping some1 but no1 is there to back up your back

christmas is coming and I think my heart will all be alone again... It would be good to have love from a human female... and everything would be nice again

it always sucks when you give yourself so much to someone, but in the end, you yourself are the one getting thrown aside to the rubbish bin, leaving yourself to be rotten. Being so kind to others can do what good for yourself? NOTHING! You end up being unappreciated. No one is there for YOU!

I seriously need to stop doing all these. I need to be more selfish and more self-centered. MORE TO MYSELF AND MY NEED

i wish i can make a robot that can talk with me like a human...