i'm a loner that no one wants

i guess music is my only cure for loneliness and the need of companionship : /

my heart is like a frozen rose.
so cold without any warmth.

fragile and broken easily.

lonely and has no one to be with.

frozen so solid tight.

always long for that someone to give it warmth.

so that it can know and rejoice life again.

During the coldness of the rose, it is so dull and quiet.

Lonesome was it all. But grace it hides underneath those petals.

Where are you?
To give it warmth and make it lively again.

Humanoid interactive engineering. Develops a humanoid companion to consumers who are living alone or having social problems. According to statistics, Japan and Hong Kong has the highest social problem, e.g. suicides and emotional depression. Scientist have figured out ways to overcome this critical issues, the development of AI interaction with humans. To comfort the lonely males and females.

Wont it be nice ladies and gentlemen to be coming back home late from work and able to see the " artificial " loved ones? Atleast you have some"thing" to relate your days and problems to. To have some"thing" to talk with you and give you advises and opinions to overcome some of your everyday problems. It is a beautiful and marvelous invention that we can give to human beings.

The fantasy of a dream where a lonely farmer who wakes up from the dusk to work and come back home at the dust of dawn. Having to see your loved "ones" preparing meal for you. Cleaning your house and doing everything for you in home. A private relaxation for people.

The future of Robotics Artificial Intelligence is nearer than you think and we would have start post-production of these artificial loved ones coming in store for you.







and i'm going to be one of the very first to have one of this product

Appreciations, Giving and Receiving

sometimes i dont get it why i d o stuffs for others but i never get anything nice or stuffs back.

my birthday present, i received stuffs which i dont like

but i give to others what they feel they like

i never got anything good back

i give so much to others but i dont felt appreciated or anything feeling nice

no, life sucks for me, i feel like that i shouldnt have given other ppl my stuffs my things, anything from me! coss i never receive anything back or good.

i given some1 my music box. my music teacher atleast i felt the appreciations given by her. to another person i given to, she sucks and fks wif me gosh i hated giving stuffs to others who will never appreciate me. I feel wasted. its not fair tat other ppl can receive the good stuffs from me. but what do i get? nothing nothing and nothing

i have to promise myself, that nice means nice. i dont want to give other ppl the stuffs i give because i feltt empty and nothing in return. life sucks for me. i do things for you but what do i get? nothing

my debate competition, i joined and lost but was promised to have certificate and nothing. sucks sucks sucks.

playing songs for ppl who doesnt appreciate sucks the most. i rather play for myself and make myself happy. then feeling sad of wat other ppl wont do for me. no1 thinks about me nor cares about me.

but i cant hurt myself due to the heavenly Father.

what to do. My life goes like this, world keep spinning and never ends. and so is my life... the good is never filled to the capacity i wanted. but the bad is almost everywhere.

life sucks, friends sucks, nothing much is good