my birthday present, i received stuffs which i dont like
but i give to others what they feel they like
i never got anything good back
i give so much to others but i dont felt appreciated or anything feeling nice
no, life sucks for me, i feel like that i shouldnt have given other ppl my stuffs my things, anything from me! coss i never receive anything back or good.
i given some1 my music box. my music teacher atleast i felt the appreciations given by her. to another person i given to, she sucks and fks wif me gosh i hated giving stuffs to others who will never appreciate me. I feel wasted. its not fair tat other ppl can receive the good stuffs from me. but what do i get? nothing nothing and nothing
i have to promise myself, that nice means nice. i dont want to give other ppl the stuffs i give because i feltt empty and nothing in return. life sucks for me. i do things for you but what do i get? nothing
my debate competition, i joined and lost but was promised to have certificate and nothing. sucks sucks sucks.
playing songs for ppl who doesnt appreciate sucks the most. i rather play for myself and make myself happy. then feeling sad of wat other ppl wont do for me. no1 thinks about me nor cares about me.
but i cant hurt myself due to the heavenly Father.
but i cant hurt myself due to the heavenly Father.
what to do. My life goes like this, world keep spinning and never ends. and so is my life... the good is never filled to the capacity i wanted. but the bad is almost everywhere.
life sucks, friends sucks, nothing much is good
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