what a bumpy fun start with the year 2012 !

January it seems a very interesting head start month !

Seen a lot of weird and smart and interesting people in my workplace. Sold bunch of equipment and instruments. Feeling good being a capable salesman selling stuffs haha :D!

I just gotta further improve my english level for my SAT and TOEFL exam if I wanna continue my studies overseas in America. Sad case when I discovered that my english level capacity is extremely low compared to the standards there. Plus common sense and common knowledge, these two things which I'm still struggling to interpret into my lifestyle and the way I approach to things. In the SAT, all the questions are mainly based on CRITICAL THINKING. Which, the United States education wants to train really good thinking people rather than memorizing the entire textbook. I believe that the american education system wants students to UNDERSTAND rather than memorizing every line in the textbook and copying it in the exam which is very very wrong. And unfortunately, this is what going on in the Malaysian education system.

Common sense and common knowledge and also critical thinking, very very important soft skills that is needed if we want to step out in the outside world.

Topic change!

I've been spending a lot of time with this very very lovely and sweet girl. But, what but? I likey that her a lot :3 even though shes not everything I wanted but shes always there to talk with me. Therefore I wont have the feeling of loneliness anymore. And I like people hearing me play ^_^ Aaaaa what am I saying, to fall in love with someone its not all about the cover aspect, is all about the heart. So what is my heart telling me, " I need someone to comfort this fragile life of mine ", said Heart. Yar I'm too sensitive. I'm sensitive as in, people's word or action can sometimes travel deeply into my core. But I wont show it on my face, I just keep it and mourn over it so that I can make myself believe that I moved on and forget about the past.

I think having the chance to be in love again, I wont feel very much broken and fragile and dull anymore. It'll make me more energetic, I think. But yet again I dont know what the future holds for me. If I wont have the chance to be in love, so be it. I'll walk on the lonely road as ever. But if I do have the change to be in love, I'll cherish it in my heart.