I wish I can have a chance with you :/ it would be really nice for me... but it seems everytime I'm just dally around and you never show up... and even when you show up you seem not to care very much of me nor give me the full attention I needed haizz.... maybe I should sigh out loud and just be whitish and blank and do my everyday routine without getting the happiness that I really desire very much for.... I wish you can treat me the way you treat me before >.< I know you gave that kind of happiness before I just hope that you could give me that again aaa.... well watever just be my old boring coldless self